This poem is new to the blog but old to me. I originally released this on my spoken word project, Poetic Gift. Its the second installment to an original poem TBH.
TBH Part 2:
To be honest
I feel like a kid in detention
Who never learned his lesson
You was my blessing
No wonder I’m stressing
Since you been gone, I sunk into deep depression
I’m sorry I’m on this mic letting off aggression
This the second time I had to talk about you
I feel like a real idiot
No wonder I use to fail tests
Because I never paid attention
I gave you no attention
Writing this like I’m going to gain some redemption
I might not be good at math but I know me plus you equals completion
Time past and you went on so why am I still thinking about you
I donโt know why I let you go
I’m so messed up in my mental
Went into this thinking it was difficult
But it was really simple
Just pay attention and I may could have kept you
So many stepped on you
Left you damaged
Now I hate all of them I just want to go on a rampage
Looking to the sky listening to god tell me to turn the page
Your done with that chapter
I’m no actor
These are feelings I can’t make up
I sometimes wish we could make up
Although I wear this smile
I sometimes think I should stop faking
Knowing my heart is breaking
We use to be close, closer than 2 fingers
Man I swear this pain just lingers
I feel like a dozen bees stung me, this love shit is a real stinger
I wish you would call so I can her that designated ringer
I just can’t get that beautiful smile out my head
No one seen your beauty like I did
This pain is unbearable
My love for you is untouchable
I’m just being honest
Part 2
Sometimes I wish I can call you
But that dream never fall through