The older
The older I get
The more I want a partner in life
But I don't even love every aspect of me
So how can I want someone's love when I don't have my own
The pain is never shown
Dapper to the public
Show off my smile in most pics
Feel bad for myself when the camera is off
Wish I could explain
But this condition isn’t something I want to explain
Have already sustained so much pain
Stuck in my head
Convincing myself that I’m better off dead
Prayers to the almighty wishing there was a cure
But I’m sure this is a disease that doesn’t ease
Just wish I can ease my mind
I know I’ll be happier then
I hope I’m able to find a partner then
The older I get
The more I don’t want to be alone
Author, Blogger, and Poet from Landover, Maryland. Looking to make my childhood dreams my reality. I’ll be sharing my random thoughts, speeches, storytimes, stories, and plenty of Poetry.
