In The Distance

In the distance 

There it goes in the distance 

My birthday is a couple of days away

The 1st one without you on earth 

It all feels so strange

I have been smoking more to avoid the pain

As the days go by 

I realize how much I miss you

I live life as if I’m going be here forever 

Knowing I just buried a brother

Life waits for no one

Then why do I feel like I have been sitting on my hands 

In the end when it’s time to go at least I’ll see Brodie again

Until then I’m throwing procrastination to the fan

And creating every idea in this noggin

No stopping 

Until my heart does

Even then I’m going to leave a trail no one can follow

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