Writing Prompt #140: If our relationship had a theme song, it would be
She loves me; she loves me not She loves the way I choke her Not enough to hurt her But just enough to let her know who the boss is But she hates how confusing I be I want her, but am I ready mentally Secretly I like her smile Itโs bright enough to cure blindness I like the smile she gives when she shows her shyness Which seems like all the time Especially when our gazes meet at the right time I love when she leans up for a kiss As I grant her wish as if we were under a mistletoe And the fat man was about to climb down the chimney filled with smoke The taste of her lips is never enough Got to taste her tongue, as she taste mine Around my neck her fingers intertwined My hands gripped her lower cheeks with a tight grip I love her; I love her not I hate every tale she tells about her past Iโm no psychic, but I can see me resembling every man from her past Though I donโt want to judge I tell myself hush Cause her thoughts on how to treat people is the opposite of me Often I saw her as the opposite of someone I would love But I didnโt want to shove Her out of my life, so I go with the flow She loves me; she loves me not Sometimes I think she is just lost She liked the view of me but didnโt really know me Always had an idea of the type of person I was without knowing me Once I disagreed, it was a problem I love her; I love her not I was so attracted but was affected by the way she acted Treated men like dogs Felt like it was acceptable cause men she dated were dogs Felt like I was the type to just pet their ego and stay solid More reason I felt like she didnโt know me She loves me; I love her not