New poem for today. If you remember The Process One was more about my process with weight loss. Now I’m going through another process. I hope you enjoy this one too. As always like, comment, and follow for more.
The Process 2:
They say stay consistent
Other than my blog I have been doing a shitty job
Spoken word after another with no views makes me want to quit
They never said it was going to come quick
Nor did they say to be so focused on the profits
That you lose yourself trying to make it
I want results without putting in work
Got discouraged
Then lost the courage to keep going
I love this it’s still my passion
But my movements is crowded by all the depression still weighing on my soul
Tried to turn my heart cold
But I care too much
I love her and value her opinion the most
The fact that I still think she is disappointed in my art
Makes me not want to be around her
So my thirst for the profits get stronger
That just slow down my process
I’m stuck in the process
Just want to be free like recess
Tired of being depressed
I just want to move things along
So I can disappear
Get far away from her
I await the day my pockets is filled
And I’m a million miles away
The Process 2