May results 2020
Time for the monthly wrap up
In the beginning, I said I was going stop eating
But I still didn’t complete my goals
I want it deep down in my soul
But my work ethic is still not matching my eating
But I will not be defeated any longer
I will get my will power stronger
With all my devices breaking down I should be focused on writing my stories
Not on trying to fix the devices
So my focus can still be out of range
Need to adjust my aim
And proceed with chasing my goals
I did enter a poetry contest within the first couple of days of the month
I want to win one
Just for some recognition
I did post every day
I didn’t let up off the gas
If I’m stuck in the house I mind as well write to let time pass
I wanted to not be depressed this month but I slipped into that mode
I wish I could escape this never-ending mode
I sometimes want to find the code
To these problems in my soul
That rips away time from my day
That makes me want to sleep just to escape the suicidal thoughts
I just want to make it out this house
Go somewhere far away
I expressed my thoughts on mountains but I just simply want to be free
Lastly, I stayed safe in quarantine
Left a couple of times to hang with friends that I knew since I was a teen
When with them is the only time I can be me
Without judgment
May is wrapped up and it’s time to discuss June
Follow the blog to stay tune
For my first post of June
At 1 am
My Results
- Get to 280✅
- Write a story ❌
- Enter a poetry contest ✅
- Post Every Day ✅
- Try not to get depressed ❌
- Stay safe in quarantine ✅
