Happy:
Sometimes I just wish I could be happy
Some think this is so wacky
I have been unhappy for so long
I just want to stand strong
Look in the mirror and smile
I have been running for miles
Just trying to get away from myself
Because I didn’t know how to stand on my own
I always had to have someone by me
I have been blaming my family
I look for anyone to blame but me
I could never oversee this
My past made K. Exum exist
I couldn’t see this
I wanted to give my past my fist
All those time tearing up items
Just trying to fight emotions
Instead of being smooth like lotion
I guess life is like the ocean
It can be rough at times and good at times
But no matter what it always keeps going
It’s never easygoing
I one day want to wake up happy
And not think of myself as a fatty
But as happy
I one day want to see my momma happy
I one day want to see my family happy
We go through it but blood is thicker than water
Even though they, not a supporter
I know deep down they just want to see me happy
So I slash through obstacles like a machete
Just to one day see the confetti
I know I am ready
I want to make it big before I am twenty
I want the world to remember K or just Kenny
I know I’m not the greatest because there’s plenty
But I’m the closest to it
No more time to have a fit
Because I’m up and ready to take any hits
I know my views are lit like a bic
I could get clipped once again
I’m not perfect I know there will be pain
But so much to gain
I just want to be happy
