Disclaimer: Hope you enjoy. This one is kinda dark. I did the spoken version awhile back. Link Here
You don’t know what it feels like to have anxiety and depression bouncing around in your head
Scared for my life as I continue to get choked just wanting to yell I can’t breathe
But no one’s there to hear
See the thing about me
Is I never took pills that I didn’t need
I just tried to grab a knife and cut my throat
Because I always thought that was a faster route
But then I would just end up with my homies smoking loud
I never said it aloud
But I needed the loud more than anything
I always had a fear of owning a gun because I always thought the chopper would only sing to me
I wish these thoughts never flowed through me
Because I just feel so broken inside
And I just want to fight
But how do you fight something you can not see
I’m haunted by the memories I wish I didn’t have to see
The memories that I wish didn’t happen
