I’m stuck in my mind cause I seen a situation like this
So I kinda already know
Should I just drop the book and see how things go
Or hold it and see my dreams fold
This world is so cold
And I’m just trying to let you know
That your blood could be the coldest people you’ll ever know
Had to learn the hard way
I put my passion into it and watched it get shot down
I heard life come full circle, so I’m just waiting for my time to come back around
They say don’t trust friends and just let your blood surround
I’m feeling like a orphan because my friends seems like the only ones that’s down
Sometimes I wonder why I even speak
All they seem to hear is the depression
Don’t even notice I’m giving the guidelines to applying the pressure
Maybe I’m just the only one who gets the gesture
Never mind I can’t really worry about the backlash I’m just improving the texture
I’m just so mixed up in this mixture
Just worried about who down for the adventure
When I need to just go on the adventure
They will follow soon as the bills start falling
And the girls start drooling
I’m just flowing so my mind starts fooling
I’m just venting about a book that probably won’t see the light of day
Because I worry too much about who got faith in me
I just want people to learn from my mistakes
Never depend on others
Just work till the day you get discovered
If only I can get that through my thick skull
If only I knew my worth
I would have never been on that turf
I would have been right here getting everything I deserve
My own momma and poppa broke me down to my knees
I wish I didn’t take that plea
I wish I knew who I can be
I wish they knew who I can be
And that’s me
I should have fought to be me
I’m just venting about some days I’ll probably never see again
Times change
People change
Don’t be chained
To your past
I’m just venting about my past
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