It’s been a minute since I did this
But I just need to explain this
Right when I thought I had it all done
I had to take it all down because of legal issues
Made me want to release my sorrows in some tissue
To be honest I just need some beats
Like some really good emotional beats
But when I check the web I can’t find shit
Got my heart in a pit
The text I sent my parents a month ago you can tell I’m losing my shit
Cause the only time I express my feelings is on the mic
Told my own momma and poppa I’m ready to die
That’s how much this means to me
Without it, I’m ready to rise to the gates
But I was raised as a fighter, I can’t just escape
I’m a fat boy so you know I got to clean my plate
The wait has only made me hungrier than a homeless man
Wrote this to show where I stand
Before I die I’m going to be known as the man
I guess I’m back in my bag, damn
Disclaimer: I wrote this when I was really down last year. I was in the midst of creating a project that I felt like was my best content. After battling the producers I had to delete that project. So this was raw emotions I had bottled up after that conflict. I’m good now. Follow this blog for more content like this from me. Also follow me on all social media platforms.