I keep hearing voices in my head like Randy Orton
They saying, what are you doing K
You live the same pattern every day
Wake up play around like you made it already
You got everything you said you needed last year
The camera so people can actually see your work
I feel like I’m losing out
I gone sunk into a drought
Late nights with your pen going in
Turned into late nights with a bag of chips
And joysticks
That you flick around while You watch the characters on the screenplay as the clock continues to tick
I realize, I was doing what the voices told me to do, wait
Got to snap out of this or I’m going to be late
I got to clean my plate
I got 5 novels that I started and never finished
I got to get my strength up like when Popeye ate spinach
I got to make it far being a young kid coming from Kent village
Someone that skipped college
Said forget that knowledge
Each day I got to gain some leverage
Out late with my friends, look at my phone and see my momma texting
So much on my mind got me stressing
One part of me wants to stay out and keep flexing
But when I look in the mirror I’m lacking
This that time where I need to have a million books stacking
Book after book suppose to be in the people’s hands
But you letting the dreams fall through your hands like sand
You suppose to be building your brand
What am I doing I keep thinking
The voices keep trying to talk to me but I keep on pressing decline like my ex calling
At the same time I know I’m just stalling
Because at heart I know I want to change
But I just don’t put in enough work to change
I sometimes think I’m out of range
Or I just don’t know how to aim
Haven’t dropped anything in a while, just trying to make a come back like Gucci Mane
But the voices in my head got me going insane
Listened to my old music realized how my fam use to try to keep me tame
But now looking in the mirror it’s me who’s holding back
Maybe cause I’m still stuck off my mixtape numbers
But trio said turn up, so I’m coming with the lumber
Meaning I’m coming with something heavy
Project after project dropping
No stopping
So many projects you going to get tired of hearing my voice
