Idol: Is basically words that were never spoken. To someone that wasn’t in my corner like they are now. Someone I felt like I was owed their support. A tough pill to swallow is learning that the support you give you won’t always get that support back. Anyways, leave a like and a comment below. Follow this blog for more from me.
Some days I just can’t believe it’s you
You use to be my idol
But somehow you turned into my rival
For what so you can get that Author title
You and everyone else use to be the closest people to my heart
But over the last couple of years, I rather choose my art
I wouldn’t have seen you turn on me from the start
They say men shouldn’t be emotional but I don’t give a fuck when I say you broke my heart
Use to be my number one supporter
Turned on me like when KD left to be a warrior
Seems like everything I create you seem to downplay it
And to think I use to care about the things you said
Now the feeling of love for you is dead
Or maybe I’m just lying
But I’m tired of trying
I make this and I make that
For you to give a clear judgment and you just tell me it’s crap
I don’t even know why I strive to make you happy
I guess I was just born with that type of mentality
I made my dreams a reality
Just to see you spit in my face about it
But I never did it to you
When I was a youngin I watched you go away
And I was cheering for you from far away
And I don’t get that love back I just don’t get it
I wrote this because you use to be my idol
But somehow you turned into my rival
And I don’t understand
And I’m still ashamed to say I’m dissing you
When I use to admire you
But I guess everyone in your life got an expiration date
Just talking about you right now I don’t know if its a mistake
Or you’re just fake
Or maybe it’s faith
Maybe this is a lesson
But you hate me because of something I’m blessed with
But I just want my
You know what I’m not going to say her name
I don’t even want to claim
Just like you did me
Idol
