Weekly Thoughts #16

Poetic Gift is out now. This is not me advertising. Not fully but I still have another mountain to climb. Advertising this album. Look I have released 4 other projects that haven’t reached over 40 downloads so. I’m kinda hungry for more. Not kinda, I’m starving to prove to myself that I can reach over 100 downloads. That’s the goal for this album.

Other than that I’m just excited to finally put out something. I’m just obsessed with creating these projects and sharing it with the world. It’s so hard to not put something out once I finish recording. But I try to manage. Creating quality over quantity was the goal for this. That’s why I stopped at 8 songs. Didn’t want to overdo it with songs with the same feel to it.

Also, last Saturday I turned 21. Hooray and all that good stuff. It was fun. I barely went out at all. Even though so many family members were pushing me to. I decided to stay in. It wasn’t because of depression or nothing. I just like to be around my immediate family. It reminds me of the good times before high school. Before my depression decided to show up. I stayed in to enjoy those moments.

Having my first legal drink with my pops. Sharing old memories of his past. Cracking jokes with my family. All laugh and smile the whole time. Eating some good take out Olive Garden. Birthday cake of course. You know just simple days like that just lights me up. Finishing out the night with Poetic Gift on repeat. ( I had to throw that one in.)

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