I just want to talk
Like ever since my 20th I feel like it’s finally gone
Like I’m finally done
But part of me don’t want to believe it’s true
I sometimes think it’s just sitting in the dark waiting to play peek a boo
At that point I don’t know what I’m going to do
This is me just being true
Like I don’t know if this moment in Time is just temporary
But I really hope it’s not
Because that feeling had me tied down, I mean tighter than a knot
To the point where I just wanted to
You know what I’m not going to speak that feeling into existence
I don’t even want it to make its grand entrance
Cause I kinda like this happy feeling
But I know I got a little bit more drilling
To do before I hit that grand moment
Where I can celebrate and hang my achievements up like an ornament
And be proud of my improvement
I use to think my life had a measurement
To the point where I couldn’t go beyond a certain point
But I know now that my achievements has no limit like master p
Tired of writing about my old pain, I’m ready to show the world who I be
Best believe I’m going to make it the goal that you know me
I got my gift in full effect
My gas tank still on full meaning I got a lot left
And I’m going to keep going till I lose my breath
I use to want people to see and hear what I felt
But now I’m just all about my passion
I’m just letting out my confessions
I use to be stressing
But you only seen my blessings
Some things I use to write about just needed some addressing
Used my gift to scream to the people who wasn’t hearing me correctly
I was coming for my haters directly
Grandma use to say why don’t you write about being happy
I used to laugh it off
But truth be told, my soul been hurt
My heart couldn’t let me be fake because i was thrown in the dirt
Had to let the world hear first
Spent the last 6 years fighting the urge
Now I’m free and ready to go to work
I’m just letting out my confessions
