8 weeks and I missed one. I went 8 consecutive weeks of weekly thoughts. I just knew I was going to miss it when I decided to go to a friends house without no real time of when I returned. I tried to write it while there but I just couldn’t focus. I really need to write these earlier in the week. I’m just going to call last week a bye week.
I have been seeing a lot of roadblocks this week. That’s real life and I have to accept it but it’s still hard not to be upset about it. Just when I thought things were finally moving up I was pulled right back. This surgery is one of the longest and most annoying things I ever faced. Sometimes I just want to give up.