I miss this too much
I know I messed up
But all is forgiven I’m ready to sweep that under the rug
This feeling is like having a gun tucked
But can’t pull it out to do battle so I’m just fucked
I need this Spoken word to lean on like a crutch when my legs broke
I take baths with my regrets while I let the what if’s soak
Trying to revive my life and career
My mind is tired of all these wasted years
My eyes are tired of shedding tears
While I sit and smile and act like I don’t care
When I really care
But there’s something about my emotions that I refuse to share
Unless there’s a mic involved
Sort of like how a boxer needs his gloves
I need this mic when push comes to shove
I guess you can say this is my one true love
This was a gift from the man above
This is all i think about when i wake up
This is all i think about when I got to sleep
This will probably be what I’m known for when I’m deceased
I’m just in love with this gift inside my soul
It’s what makes me whole
I use to not have any goals
But now I know
That i got to be the greatest you’ve ever seen
Didn’t have any goals when i graduated in 2015
Now I got to be more recognizable than Jordan with 6 rings
No matter what setbacks I go through I will go down as the King
It’s just something about being able to touch souls
Something about rhyming everything together till it just fluently go together as a whole
Writing bars that’s colder than the tip of an iceberg
Letting my mind wander like Phineas and Ferb
When I went through the setback I was so disturbed
But i couldn’t just sit on the curb
I had to get back to work
Because i would go to the end of the earth
For my one True Love