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What does depression feel like?
I feel like there’s an empty space in my heart that I can’t seem to fill
No matter how much I try to build
Build up the broken relationship that I have, it still feels empty
The slightest comments will just make me angry
My temper use to only set off after a couple of attempts to hurt me
But now it feels like I’m living on the edge
Is that a clear sketch?
I’m sorry for the sarcasm that’s Just the emotions speaking
I don’t really know sometimes I just wish I could start making myself leaking
The only thing that holds me from pursuing is these words that I keep writing and speaking
The sudden urge for succeeding
You get it this poetic gift is the only thing that keeps me breathing
Sometimes I think like how did I get like this
Why do I feel like this
I use to be a happy kid
Now I just feel so sick
Sick of the fakers
Sick of the haters
Sick of the people who took my dreams and started to erase it
The same people that make me feel like a disgrace
Just pray
Thats all they say
Why do I got to pray for the mistakes you made
You mad at the outcome of me
But all I ask for you was to let me be
But you had to but in now look at your baby boy
It’s been 7 years and he’s Depressed
Barely gets rest
Wishing he can make it back to his old self
Deep down inside he knows his old self is already dead
That’s depression